today was a fantastic day
im having off day for today and tmr
it just feels great
i can finally have sometime for myself
its been sucha long time since i had time for myself
i either sell my time to my job
or give it to ppl whom i go out with
but today i just spent the time in fellowship with God

went for cell meeting today
then to speedlight ministry
then went to reachlight gathering
it was fabulous
God has always been there for me
i dont know how i can be so short-sighted to have neglected his presence
yes im so caught up with this world
im losing myself
what exactly am i doing man

when i see all my spiritually filled bro n sis
their hunger and thirst for God amazes me
they willingly give up their time n life to serve God
what am i doing here
staying in my comfort zone
and not going the extra mile
i hate myself for bring so lazy and self centredness
always giving myself excuses not to be involved
ministry is sucha important part of christian walk
yet i dont have a ministry

if this world and life stops at this very moment
when we all fade away and God takes over
are you accountable for what you have done?
i feel so shameful to say i am not
yes i may have not done enough
but im confessing my sins now right before God
not to anyone so dont judge me
God knows me and my heart
cos he made me

im so gonna thirst and hunger for God again
revive me OH LORD
let the fire burn again
strenghten and energize me!!

i have plans for tmr already
its gonna be a very fabulous beginning i believe
and its always not late to confess your sins before God

i really salute alex
he is such a faithful servant of God
God please use me...

tata

first and foremost,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY J!!! :)
hehe i will see you later in 9hours time!!!

yay i cant wait for the concert later :)
finally my contacts is of GOOD USE
im gonna have a clear vision of him heheh

today is sucha beautiful off day
its the happiest off day!!

oh and i've started to go for driving lessons alr YAY
havent exactly started as yet but got all the dates and stuff alr
YAY cant wait to get hold of the driving license and start driving around
heheh most imptly im learning w dearest b!
i wouldnt be excited if im gonna do this alone
love ya b!

and jie you too!
sorry ah im so blur to get those dates wrong
cos the timetable has so many rows and columns
i saw the wrong one
sian i really wish we can fix a dateeeeeeee hehe
it will be so fun to make all those cookies. loves

SSG!!!! ice skating is on 27th????
I THINK I CANNNNNNNNNN!!!!
but only aft 1pm? and i gotta leave ard 6pm...
not comfirm yet leh!!
if its cfm pls tell me :)
i miss you babes n the animal farm!! hahah. loves

i seem to be owing alot of dates... phew
i only got 2 off days/week leh...
so not enough to share amongst ya'll!
hahah

but still i love ya'll!

oops its 8hours more to the concret WOOHOO!
off to do econs essay..... :x
loves tata

ahh finally...
i finally broke down yday HAHAH
shucks dont know why but i just suddenly cant stand everything anymore
GOD HELP ME!
I REALLY NEED YOUR STRENGTH...

all the mental stress tt i face
plus the additional physical stress which others dont experience except me
standing for at least 42.5 hrs a week is no joke
and its taking a toll on me
sigh
i sound defeated now
which i dont want to be
i want to come out stronger cos i know GOD is there for me
i will hang in there

OKAY but on the brighter side
there was this customer who brightened up my day
he was asking me why i had to stand up to do my job while the others could sit
HAHAH so i was like "no choice im working ma"
and he said "do u want a chair i can donate to ur company"
HAHAH i was like " WAH I REALLY DONT MIND YOU KNOW!"
then he cont'd saying "ok what type u want short, tall, high, low ... I HAVE LOADS OF CHAIR"
then the guy's momma interupted and said "dont disturb girls la!"
HAHAH super funny la
HE WAS SO SERIOUS ABOUT DONATING THE CHAIR!

AND another day this guy came up to me and ask me if the polo tee i was wearing is for sale
i was like "NO!!!!"
and he say he really wanted our tee badly cos he thinks the design is cool
(I WANNA SAY I CAN SELL IT TO YOU QFTER I QUIT!!)
tt guy is kinda mad the design of the shirt is one of the ugliest can
haha but hes quite a stlyish guy i wonder why he want the shirt
hahahha i ask him to go down to the HQ to get!!!!!!!!

ALL THE FUNNY PEOPLE
HAHAHA

hello everybody! :)
im sucha lazy blogger heheh

i just completed a 2500 words economics essay
cos i promised my friend i will help in the research
which i didnt know it was sucha killer
cos i had to wake up 2 hours earlier everyday
just to read up on my econs and to do the proj
and after tt rush to work
mug during break times cos i dont have enough time to read up
hahaha BUT im glad i have completed it already
at least i am answerable to my friend
and i think the proj was quite acceptable hahah

thank to all my friends who have been coming to my work place to visit me
you guys know who you are
you cretainly brighten up my day man!

ESPECIALLY YOU DUDE!
thanks for visiting me one last time before you enlist
i will keep you in my prayers :) and dont forget what you promise me
im waiting for you to rescue me and im serious! haha
pls pls pls pls pls take care!

wah super sianed tt day when my boss said we couldnt quit aft 4mths
she didnt even know we're quiting at first...
until dear angela asked her :x
all of us just kept quiet and watched while angela cont'd asking her
sigh should have told her not to say anything to boss
HAHAHA and now boss wants us ALL to fufill the contract :(
HELP i mean HELP... really.

meeting babes tonight
i miss them so much
im so caught up with work im so lazy to do anything
like msg ppl, go msn, blog etc etc
just lazy... but i really miss ya all!
you babes know it! haha :)

i need to read my bible
and stop being lazy
God forgive me.

tata

today is a beautiful off day! :) damn shiok
i love off days
its super shiok to slack at home
and just enjoying life like a 18 year old should
hahaha

wells all is comfirmed!
on 18TH JAN 2008, 8PM...


cant wait cant wait cant wait :)
I KNOW IT WILL BW A GOOD ONE!

im gonna go get my contacts later w ahfat
hehe shes got good lobangs
i really hope i will be brave and do them fast!

till then
loves.